Battle of the siblings

Once upon a time , when my brother and i were still kids ,

I used to " seize " his presents on his birthdays .
I used to pinch him .
I used to stamp on his left hand because he refused to accompany me to the toilet at night .
I used to push him till he fell on the road and hurt his leg on his 5th birthday .
I used to say to him " Taik hidung sedap . Makan lah " gross ok .
I used to bite him and the scar is still on his back until now .

We used to play in the toilet together .
We used to play in the " kolah " at our grandma's house as we didn't have any swimming pool .
We used to climb the rambutan tree at the back of our grandpa's house .
We used to climb , jump and play on our father's car .
We used to steal flour , food colouring and powder and we mix it , secretly .
We used to catch a stray cat and bathe it .
We used to play masak - masak together .
We used to throw stones to the girls who were our neighbour , damn annoying ! i mean the girls . not us .
We used to be rebel together .
We used to make our parents get headache and go crazy .

Yeah .
It was back then .
Long , long time ago .


Today , now .

He is all grown up .
He's 17 , reach his puberty * he suppose to *
Physically and mentally changed .
He aint a boy anymore who i can deceive easily .
He has his own life now so do i .
We talk only when i'm at home .
I rarely sms , call him when i'm away .
Frankly , i hate him .
I hate him because he smoke !
Why can't he just be , stay like what he used to be when we were small .
Wei shen me , di di ?!
Aaaa .
Ok .
Ter-emo .
It's impossible .
Ya ya , i know .


He may not be as decent as before ,
He may not be able to accept such busybody , emo lebih kakak ,
But ,
Whatever it is , he is still my brother .
I'll try to accept him although it will take years , perhaps forever .
I'll always be beside him although i've to be appear invisible for like errr most of the time .
I'll always be beside him no matter what even when Fatin left him one day .
I'll never give up on u , lil bro .




zhu ni sheng ri kuai le ,
zhu ni sheng ri kuai le ,
zhu ni sheng ri kuai leee ,
zhu ni sheng ri kuai leeeeeeee ...

happy 17th birthday , lil bro .

* ces *

** the grey t-shirt that i gave him was supposed to be mine !